Thursday, May 24, 2012

I stopped writing.

In recent months I've been thinking of getting back to it, after months and months of not blogging anymore, not even posting on Tumblr, what with all the hectic reqts and endless reading for boards. But I remembered how I loved to write and seemingly how my friends liked reading what I write too (very humbling, thank you), and for quite a time deliberated if I'm doing this regularly again. One thing, I don't have much to write. Another, the words don't come as freely as they used to, cheesy as that may sound.

But today I came across some of my old comments on random stuff on the internet and realized I probably should give this a little bit more time off. In the past years I've learned so much of the power of words that was ultimately the reason why I gave blogging a much deserved time out. It's not that I couldn't write. It's that I can and won't, because it's prudent this way, for deeper insight than having nothing to say. I used to write for myself and revel in that. I realized how irresponsible that could be. And seeing my Disqus merged I could say I am not very proud of the things I say sometimes, even in Twitter, which ultimately led to me deleting some of my old stuff.:)) Having Twitter definitely taught me to exercise wisdom in 140 characters. God is good. His outpouring love teaches me that there has to be something more substantial for me to use my writing for.

One day probably I'll write again with better insight and wisdom and hopefully making something that will add to other people's life & journey also and ultimately bring God glory. Right now this is the best I can do. Probably nobody really cares, haha, but I'd like to look back on this and see it like a bookmark or a folded page. God's not done. I'm happy so far with what He's taught me.

A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in pictures of silver. - Proverbs 25:11

EDIT: Takes quite a bit to shut me up, but I'm glad I've learned that now. If there's anything I would like to not shut up about though is the love of God. I'll probably need a new better sounding url too.